Mere umr 19 saal hai. main apane kamare mein akelee rahatee hoon kyonki mera kolej doosare shahar mein hai. main subah jaldee uthakar apana dopahar ka bhojan aur naashta taiyaar karata tha aur phir apane kamare kee saphaee karata tha aur apane kapade roj dhota tha. subah 5 baje main apane kolej jaata hoon. apanee bhaavanaon ko saajha karane ke lie mera koee dost nahin hai. mere kolej mein ladakiyaan ya ladake sirph nots ke lie mujhase baat karate hain. main apane kolej mein akele baithata hoon aur kisee se baat nahin karata. main kiraana ke alaava baahar (koee mol ya kaheen bhee nahin) jaata hoon kyonki mera koee dost nahin hai jisake saath main ja sakoon. meree maan mujhe roj phon karatee hai. mujhe kol karane vaala koee aur nahin hai. mere kamare mein koee nahin hai jisase main baat kar sakoon ya ro sakoon ya muskura sakoon. har koee apanee laiph mein bijee hai.
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How lonely are you |
Ek saal pahale meree jindagee mein ek shakhs tha jo mere lie bahut khaas tha. main usake lie apane poore dil se mahasoos karata hoon aur vah ekamaatr vyakti hai jisake saath main apanee saaree baaten saajha karata hoon aur jisake saath main har roj muskuraata hoon lekin ab vah mere saath nahin hai. usane mujhe samudr ke beech mein chhod diya. us samay main dipreshan mein tha aur har din usake vaapas aane ke lie rota tha. main use har din yaad karata hoon aur roj apana phon dekhata hoon ki ek din vah mujhe phon karega aur poochhega ki main theek hoon ya nahin.
Uski Har Galti Par Dantne
Se Pahle Sahi Galat Matlb
Jrur Smjhaunga
Usse Sorry Nhi Bulwaunga
Lekin Sorry Feel Jrur Krwaunga
Uski Mafi Se Jyda Sikhna Jruri
Hai Ye Smjhaunga
Uske Har Bar Girne Par Usse
Nahi Uthaunga Usse Apne Paro
Pe Khud Kahda Hona Sikhunga
Use Me Apni Jat Jrur Btaunga
Use Bda Chota Nhi Hojata
Ye Bhi Smjhaunga
Use Apne Dharm Ke Barem
Sikhaunga Aur Dusre Dharmo Ke
Barem Bhi Btaunga
Use Andhvishwas Aur Vishwas Me
Antar Samjhaunga
Hoskta Hai Me Kahi Jagh
Galat Hojaunga
Use Apni Soch Se Sahi
Aur Galt Ko Pahchna Btaunga
Ma Acha Beta Na Sahi Acha
Baap Jrur Bnana Chahunga
Me Uski Har Khwaish Par
Mahngai Ka Tag Nhi Lgaunga
Har Ek Rupee Ki Kimat
Jraur Smahunga
Me Use Dusro Ki Izzat
Karna Sikhaunga
Use Self Respect Ki Ahmiyat Bhi Btaunga
Khud Acha Sachna Bura
Nhi Hai Ye Bhi Btaunga
Kisi Ka bura karke Khud Ka
Acha Sochna Bht Bura H Ye
Bhi Smjaunga
Me Acha Beha A Sahi
Acha baap Jrur Bnana Chaunga
Mera ghar alag shahar mein hai. mere maata-pita hamesha chhotee-chhotee baaton par ladate rahate hain. isalie main apane ghar nahin jaata. main hamesha apane jeevan mein ek khushahaal parivaar chaahata hoon lekin mujhe yah nahin milata.
Mainne apana jyaadaatar janmadin akele hee manaaya hai kyonki mere koee dost nahin hain. main kvora ke bajaay kisee bhee soshal sait ka upayog nahin karata kyonki baat karane vaala koee nahin hai. kabhee-kabhee main apanee bhaavanaon ke baare mein deevaaron se baat karata hoon. meree gailaree nots se bharee huee hai, mere kuchh chitr bhee. jab bhee main oob mahasoos karata hoon, main apanee gailaree aur any deta saaf karata hoon. main khud ke saath achchha kar raha hoon aur har roj apanee peeth thapathapaata hoon. jab aap akele hote hain aur apane dam par kaam kar rahe hote hain, to kabhee-kabhee aapako lagata hai ki aapake paas saajha karane ke lie koee nahin hai, lekin yah theek hai.
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